Love Hits Hard and I Have the Bruises to Prove It

House. Was. Awesome.

I can't wait for the rest of the season =)

April consisted of what was already said - Easter, Lion King, Dearborn, and that's about it really. I think it was. I'm not too sure to tell you the truth. April was so long ago. Well, not really but it sure as hell feels that way.

May consisted of finals, break-ups, getting back together, nose piercings, Fall Out Boy concerts, and moving back home. After that there was LCC runs, class scheduling, placement tests, and gym memberships. Jell-o shots, painting the living room and buying new furniture.

And here we are in June. This month has consisted of nose infections, open houses, EA Active, The Sims 3, and something I don't want to think about. The carpet cleaners are coming to do and then the new furniture should be here within the next few days. We are all excited. Currently all we have in the living to sit on it the rocking chair. Evan and Eric took the sofa couch to Evan's to be burned for his open house this saturday, and the leather couch has been moved to the back room. The dog has been pretty much screwed out of a place to sleep. lol. But that's ok. He shouldn't be sleeping on the furniture anyways. I'm going up north as well either late tonight or early tomorrow morning. We'll see. lol. Either way I have a WHOLE lot of laundry that I really need to start doing, but have no motivation to get up off my butt and actually do it. Maybe I'll blow it off and play Sims 3 until this afternoon? lol, yeah right.

April 30th, 2009 - Done

So it has definitely been awhile for me and this her journal. I've really grown away from the whole LiveJournal thing to tell you the truth. It just doesn't float my boat like it use too. A lot of things don't float my boat like they use too to tell you the truth. Perhaps its boredom? Or maybe it's just growing out of things. Who the hell knows anymore.

Anyways....

College this semester started off better for me. January there was a lot of shit that had to be taken care of that I don't really like to talk about with anyone. But there are always some things like that. We all get that way. But that isn't important I guess. Soranie moved out during Christmas break and eventually Christina and I get a new roommate - Jocelyn. At first I didn't get along with Jocelyn. I thought she was too stuck up for her own good. It took me a little while to like her, but I love her as a roommate now. We are actually rooming together next year in Calkins 109, exactly where we live now. lol. Mostly because she is the MA of our hall and she can't move anywhere else. I decided that it would be nice to room with someone that I already knew and had a relationship with, instead of trying to establish yet ANOTHER 2 -3 relationships while rooming with these 2-3 complete strangers. This way there will only be one stranger and they can feel how I felt at the beginning of the year. YAY FOR MAKING FRESHMEN FEEL AWKWARD!!

February there weren't too many events that need to be said I don't think. Valentine's Day this year was a lot better than it was last year. But I think that is too be expected.

What else has happened.... March there isn't anything that I can think of at all. Well, there was St. Patrick's Day. Some friends, Jocelyn, and I went to a frat house to get hot dogs. lol. Yeah, weird hu? There was spring break during March! That's right. I went up to Tyler's family cottage. I had a good time for the most part. About half way through the week I got super sick, and ended up passing it along to Tyler, Kristyn, and Mike. So sorry about that.

And then that brings us to April! I have been to Dearborn with my mom for a conference that she had to go to. We stayed in the Hyatt hotel. We had a really good 2 day mother-daughter bonding weekend. The following weekend after that my mom, grandma, and I went to see the Lion King at the Wharton. It was just as good as it was the first time I saw it. Then there was Easter Weekend, which is this weekend. I went to Davidson yesterday to visit family and had dinner with them today. After that we (my mom, dad, and Eric) came home, my dad changed my oil, my mom and I ran to the store, and then I watched a movie.

And here I am now. Sitting on the couch trying to figure out what it is that I want to do. I could print off the million and a half pictures that I have been meaning too. I SHOULD take a shower and go to bed. I haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 weeks. Oh well. Or I could sit here aimlessly and surf through tv channels or the internet (MY SHEETS ARE DONE!!).

Taking notes in HEV, first time taking my laptop to ANY class. We'll see how this is gonna go!

So Central had there famous "Sibs Weekend" this weekend. Christina had her little sisters Emma and Hannah up and I had Eric up. It was fun. Eric and I went ice skating Friday night (turns out I haven't skated in a really long time and forgot home) around 11. We all went to the carnival yesterday. That was fun. Eric and I played Rock Band II while Christina and her sisters were inline for some blow up events. Over all it was a good weekend. Soranie never got back to me >=( but oh well I guess. That's really about it to tell you the truth. I have to take Eric home around 1, so that's about it!

Moving back into Central went well. Soranie moved out so it's just Christina and I here now. We're thinking about getting our own rooms, but we'll see. I haven't decided if I really want the small bedroom to myself yet or not. Oh well.

I woke up with morning with ANOTHER eye infection. There is something about CMU and my eyes, I'm thinking, that just don't get along very well these days. I pretty much can't keep my eyes open when looking at bright light or light at all. This is really starting to piss me off. I don't know what to do. I have class later tonight, so for now I can just chill out. I need to go to work and complain to them about scheduleing me when I wasn't even in Mt. Pleasant. Uh... fucking idiots.

Other than the eye infection school is going pretty well. Christina is having her friends come up this weekend. I've kinda nervous about that. So Tyler is coming up this weekend as well. lol. Soranie, Snoop, Tyler and I are gonna double date. Tyler and I choice Mall Cop to see this weekend so they just have to choice where we are gonna eat. Hope it's good. lol. They will probably pick Buffalo Wild Wings. But maybe not! We'll see.

Gotta go soak my eyeball!

Friday of week one off..... is it time for me to go back to college yet. Honestly. I feel like I'm ripping my hair out of my head in this house. When I want to be alone, my family seeks me out. When I want the company of my family, they are no where to be found. I guess it might have always actually worked out that way, I just never noticed it until I was gone and came back and felt like I wasn't actually a "part" of this family for some reason. It could be that they have all these things going on in their lives that they all know about about but I don't. It could be that they always seem to be doing something together without me. Or it could just be the fact that I've been away from home for a good 4 month. God know what it is really. But it doesn't seem to just be that family that has me pulling my hair out - it seems to be just about EVERYTHING in the place that has me on edge and in a non-social feeling... and now I can't even finish this because of an email that school just sent me.

FML

I've been home for almost a week now (I think I got home on Thursday? I can't remember. It was all so long ago) and I'm already ready to go back to school. I am so over being home right now that I'm starting to climb the walls as it is. I should probably give work a call and tell them I'm down here for the month, but I really am not feeling up to working over break. But I'm also not up for just sitting her all break either. It's all very very hard deciding on what it is that I want to do. I don't know. We'll see...

My birthday came and went again. Nothing to special. Christina had a bunch of friends in the kitchenette waiting for me when I got back from Walmart. So that was cool. But that's about the extent of my birthday. Tyler and I went to dinner and saw a movie, but that's it. Mom and dad called, and Tyler's dad called, but that's it!! Hurray for that =/

And I'm done with this as well. What is there to do at this house... there is food that I could make if I wanted, but I don't know. I'm not really hungry at the moment, and I've seen Aladdin too many time to really about what is going on in the damn movie. I'm checked the facebook about twice and the myspace once. No new emails, and I a book can't hold my attention for more than 20 minutes.

OMG I NEED SOMETHING TO DO!!! No one is home... anywhere. Those that didn't graduate are still in school, and those that have already graduated aren't home for winter break just yet. Hurray for Central for being our early. I think I want to go back to school already - at least there was always something to do at school =/

So........ I haven't been to classes in like 1 and a half weeks now. Yeah. haha, what does that tell you about college and Jenn?

Jenn + College = Does Not Fit

That's what that says right there. Nothing else to it!!

yeah, that's really about it for this update. I totally don't even want to do do this anymore, so I guess I'm not going to do it.

So I need to do my CED homework, but sadly I can't because of our neighbors to the south (the gnomes) and their obnoxious bass. Although I think I just heard their door close and lock, so I might be able to actually do my homework now!!

My mom and brother are coming up to Mt. Pleasant today after my mom gets out of work to pick up the van. Something went wrong with it Friday night when my parents were on their way home from Traverse City and they ended up stuck in Mt. Pleasant. Good think I had to work late that night I guess cause other wise I would have already been at Tyler's by the time that they needed me and they really would have been stuck in a pickle. lol. But both of my parents weren't too thrilled that I was going to spend that weekend at Tyler's. But I talked to them about it and they really don't have any any say over where I can and can't go anymore. All they pay of on the car is the insurance. Speaking of the car, the break light recently has been going off like crazy so I'm going to be taking it to a shop tomorrow to get it looked at. Hopefully there isn't anything too wrong with it, but if there is at least it was caught now instead of when the breaks fail and I crash into someone.

And now Soranie is scream "fuck, fuck, SHIT!" which means she probably missed her class. I tell you what, she isn't the most responsible person in the world. And I'm not going to babysit her and make sure that she gets to class and all that other good shit. I'm here for myself. No one else. This isn't High School anymore (no offense to those of you who still are in High School).

But back to my car - the break light has been coming on a lot lately and it has been scaring the shit out of me so I'm going to take it to a shop tomorrow and if it isn't going to be too expensive to get fixed and if I can afford it then and there, I'm going to have them fix my break problem. But if it's something simple like just changing the pads, then I'll buy the pads and what not and I'll just take the car home and change them myself. It's not that hard of a thing to do. Or maybe my uncle or neighbor wouldn't mind doing for me or with me. We'll see though.

My mom text me last night while I was at work (I was there rom 2 untill 11. Not fun and I don't want to talk about work.) because my grandma asked my mom what  if I wanted cash or gas cards for my birthday. That makes for a good birthday. lol. But oh well. I don't think I've really ever gotten anything from them anyways, so I'm use to it by now.

But I shold probbaly get on my CED. Yes, class is at 7, but I know me and so do a lot of other people and we all know that I probably won't do it if I don't sit myself down and make myself do it. So here is me, leaving the computer and making myself do my CED.

Missed my alarm, so I missed class. Still in bed though. lol. Have work at 5. I should probably take a shower soon.

Hurray for being to lazy to print off notes for classes. I didn't end up going to classes on Monday, except for CED. It's all lame. I really just want to hibernate for like a month and then start going to classes again. Winter break really can't come fast enough for me.
Worked last night till 11, didn't get into bed till about 11:45, didn't fall asleep until probably 12:30. I'm exhausted. I can't pay attention in classes, even if I'm not doing distracting things. I guess I need to start going to bed earlier. But there isn't much I can do when I work till late, now is there?
Virgina and I talked about Helen the other day at work. Looks like I'm not the only person that thinks she is a shitty employee. So that was a little nice to know. At least I'm connecting with someone at work? I don't know.
Economics isn't doing anything right now. He's talking about something that we talked about on Monday. And I wasn't here on Monday. So I have no clue what he is talking about.
Haha, Tyler isn't ever gonna let me take my laptop to class AGAIN!!
At least I'm not missing notes or anything, just what he is talking about and I already don't know what it is that he is talking about. oh well.
Oh!! Oh, notes aren't gonna start cause we have a comment on the subject. Don't know whats going on! Something about assets and children and death. I have no idea.
I want some food.
I want to sleep.
Hm... no more school sounds good to me.
I should have stayed home for a year. Then schooling would probably be a lot easier than it is right now. But oh well. I made my choice. Nothing I can do now.
IT'S COLD!!!
I knew it was going to be cold today, but not as cold as it is! Like holy shit!! I'm super glad my parents brought me both my coats last weekend. I'm gonna have to break out the down coat tonight. Goddamn evening class. I hate that class anyways.
THIS KID ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME!!
He thinks he knows everything about everything. I just want o hit him. Wow, I'm vicious. Oh well!!
Here comes notes I think. Yup, he grabbed the pen.

I can't believe that its almost midterm already. It doesn't feel like I've been at school that long, but I guess when I said the other day "Hu, only two months from today until my birthday" should have been the real realization for me that this semester was almost over. I guess time really does fly by you as you get older. Next thing I know it's gonna be the second semester and then all of a sudden its gonna be Sophomore year of college and I will really have to be deciding on a major then. I'm not looking forward to that day. I'm afraid that I'm going to be stuck with some degree that I don't even want. That I'm just studying for it because it's a degree and that's the only reason that I'm here at college. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know what I want to study. I'm affraid that I'm going to get a degree that i don't want a job that i hate. It's just a lot of scares I guess that I'm really just starting to think about. Ugh.

On top of school my personal life isn't going too well either, but I really don't want to talk about that.

I guess this was a pointless entry. Oh well.

WOO TO NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO CLASS!!
yeah, I hate this class already and I've pretty much just given up ion this class so I don't see the point in actually playing attention. Then again, why do I even both coming to class?? That should be the real question right there. Yeah, I'm over this already =p

So I worked last night from 7 till midnight. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either. Ugh... I'll write about it when I come home from class. Fucking class. I hate this class too. Like, with a passion I hate this class. There is NO point to it. I pretty much go in and fall asleep for 50 minutes. But whatever, I'm gonna go to it and sleep. Blah

Professors are BITCHES

I just don't get it sometimes

Ugh, I am so ready for bed right now. But it's only 9:40 so it's going to be hard to go to bed. Although it might not be that hard of a thing to do. I feel like I got no sleep last night. None what so ever. I can't remember what time I finally did fall asleep, but 8am came way to early for me. But oh well I guess.

Tomorrow is breakfast with Joe and Psychology in the morning and then FYE in the evening. I'm really over this whole school thing. Nothin big has happened today. Christina and I moved our room around which was nice. But other than that this is a really boring entry!!

yeah, pretty much. tyler and I are having spicey chicken strips for breakfast this morning. and shit, he has to go!!! But it doesn't look like he's getting up anytime soon so I guess i'm not really going to push it that much for him to go get his stuff and get out the door.

Uh... I'm already done with this entry.